love is not a victory march.: Archive

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Mar 31st

I was laying there with her and holding her hand and I was looking at it, and I felt like I was seeing it for the first time in my life. Like when you just forget everything and go, this is a hand. This is a hand. Like when you stare at a word too long and forget how to spell it because everything in your mind is so jumbled up. You can't think straight because you're thinking too much. So it was like I was rediscovering every part of the human anatomy, and every single thing. I looked at the stars and I stared at them, and I wondered and wondered and thought and remembered and loved and treasured and wanted to save each memory in my head for tomorrow. I remember I kept hoping I wasn't trashed enough to forget it all the next day, but somewhere I knew I would always remember last night and those moments and I do and I always will.

Mar 31st

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers...”

Mar 31st

I’m having nightmares from sleeping with the enemy. How do I reverse the chemistry? This love is taking all of my energy.

Mar 31st

Paper for school. What? This blows.

Mar 31st

Everyone needs to realize that “I love you” should also mean “I love you more than anyone loves you, or has loved you, or will love you,” and also, “I love you in a way that I love no one else, and never have loved anyone else, and never will love anyone else.”

Mar 30th

“Dearest, do you know how much in love with you I am? Did I trip? Did I stumble -...”

– The Love Letter (1999)

Mar 30th

You keep telling me to be glad for what we had while we had it. That the brightest flame burns quickest. Which means you saw us as a candle. And I saw us as the sun.

Mar 30th

I’m so excited about Taking Back Sunday that I could pee.

Mar 30th

“There is always one person you love who becomes that definition. It usually...”

– Chuck Klosterman, Killing Yourself To Live

Mar 30th

“You’ll meet her, she’s very pretty, even though sometimes she’s sad for many...”

Mar 30th

You might forget all of this. You might forget me. You might even forget yourself. How you were. What you were. Who you were. But I know damn well there’s one thing you could never possibly forget. And that’s us.

Mar 30th

There are so many things I want to say to you, but time’s caught me up and now I’ll never say them — except that I’ve loved you from the moment I saw you and every moment since.

Mar 30th

You were my beliefs all rusting over, and I was the support within your spine. We noticed that the stars were exploding, so we stared at the sky until we were blind. Then cut off both our arms and reached for nothing. Rewound the frames that twisted in our minds. And we watched separate lives in backwards motion. So we ended up connected at the sides. I wondered if the sky was just a ceiling....

Mar 30th

I never had to LEARN to love HIM.

Mar 30th

“you don’t do it on purpose but you make me shake, now i count the hours ‘til you...”

– something corporate.

Mar 30th

soco setlist.

watchthesky75: I Want To Save You Punk Rock Princess She Paints Me Blue WATCH THE SKY. Cavanaugh Park Space Me and the Moon Fall The Astronaut I Woke Up In A Car Ruthless Hurricane Konstantine If You C Jordan If jealousy were quarters, I could buy everyone in the world 9 cars each.

Mar 30th

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Mar 30th

I try to pry you from my brain and it leaves me a walking zombie. It’s exhausting, and you will never know or fully understand. I hope you never have to think about ANYTHING as much as I think about you.

Mar 30th